I often feel stupid that it takes so little to feel much better. Go for a run. Go lifting. Smile to somebody. Get a haircut (didn't try that one).
Like today. I felt down as shit. As always, that's my default. Went for a walk, started raining. Then I met a girl I met few days ago. She smiled at me as she ran past by me. I had to chase her. Asked for a number, went home with a boost of energy.
Stupid, eh?
It's not that the default is you being depressed. It is the default now because you haven't resolved what needs to be fixed.
Anyway, I feel as if Jesus threw her at me from the sky, giving me another chance, yet another. He's like.. got dammit! this guy! how many times do I need to help him? how many times till he understands?
you know what? even if she won't call me, or text me... I'm very grateful I met her. It made me realized something.