Today I didn't go to the gym. I had coffee and was desensitized pretty much the whole day. But that's not the worst.

The worst thing is that I didn't introduce myself during the time I met this asian girl. Totally ignored her. I'm lacking basic manners. And, what's even worse, I realized that at the end of my day. Wow.

I could've introduced myself. I could've mention I recognize the name, and she must be from vietnam. I'd have something to say.

Problem is, I'm not happy. I'm not doing things I like, hence, I behave that way.

I constantly feel like there's something more important than whatever happens now. I'm missing everything.